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LACK

Applied in its full version for bodies in motion, Einstein’s famous relativity equation e=mcmaintains that energy, or the power to manifest, results from the combined efforts of mass and momentum, or body and force. In Soul terms, force arises from the conflict between the desires of Spirit and Soul which the Soul wins, thus it can be said that force equals the Soul’s willing sacrifice of Spirit’s desire to its mind’s goals, akin to a man’s rape of a woman. As all force destroys life, it follows that the Soul’s power to manifest is proportionate to its willingness to sacrifice life in the pursuit of whatever its mind perceives as more valuable. 

For all its manifesting power, Souls are hesitant to engage too much force as it is a risky business of conflict with others, always at the cost of the Soul’s nobilityAn easier, albeit less powerful, path to manifestation is the supplication of and submission to others’ force, by offering up one’s body and potential in exchange for matter. This sacrifice of Spirit inevitably drains the submissive Soul of potency and self-worth, as witnessed by armies of employees and workers worldwide, and pushes it into neediness for love, importance and meaning, always lived out in the form of body-level consumption and procreation. In addition, such voluntary giving up of Spirit by the submissive Soul adds mass and power to the dominant Soul’s force and goals, an arrangement that is mirrored in the rise of massive global corporations whose power reaches beyond even governments, and on an atomic level in the dynamics of nuclei, where excess neutrons increase the atom’s mass.

Due to its high potency, the willingness to force is much esteemed by humanity and deemed a proof of great power, courage and worthiness. Spirit and body, in turn, are assigned a mere barter value by those soliciting power and are thus devoid of intrinsic value: body is as good or beautiful as it can be used for the mind’s goals and is otherwise rejected; and Spirit, or nobility, purpose, meaning and fulfillment, is easily substituted by lower feelings stemming from the accumulation of matter, begetting of children and indulgence in pleasure, giving the mind a perception of vitality and success which is fully based in the consumption, rather than creation, of life.

The reigning equation of manifestation is thus a setup for hell, for it forces a choice to kill life for power or else betray Spirit for the safety of matter, a choice echoing the decisions of Pontius and Judas towards Jesus, their Spirit. The latter choice is also always followed by a defilement and degradation of Spirit, as it is now defined in terms of matter, i.e. a mere by-product of its consumption rather than a driving force behind its creation. This fall in valuation corresponds to the Jews’ extortion of Jesus’ crucifixion due to their perception that God is ‘a mere human’, and their need to make it so.

Spirit therefore comes from matter, which in turn comes from force, an order that sets force on the highest pedestal of Soul’s appreciation and Spirit on the lowest, despite the fact that it is Spirit, or sacredness, potential, genius and fulfillment, that is the true desire of the Soul. This ironic position of Spirit in the Soul’s mind can be aptly summarized as ‘highly desired while greatly depreciated’, a wisdom reverberating in the alchemical world as “aqua nostra, non vulgi”, or “the water of life is easily had: everybody possesses it, though without knowing its value” (C. G. Jung, “Psychology and Alchemy”). This devaluation of Spirit lies at the core of Soul’s lack: its inability to appreciate Spirit for its essence, its inherent merit independent of matter, rather than evaluate it in terms of matter.

Matter, in this context, is money, things and the mind’s perception, one’s own and that of others. Matter-based worthiness of Spirit lies at the core of the institutionalized evaluation of art, commercial appraisal of genius and innovations, standardised beauty, mainstream entertainment, and power based in connections. The common denominator to all is the mind’s ceding of its internal compass of discernment to generally accepted value standards, for the benefit of accumulating power and matter. The mind’s surrender of its inner Truth surfaces as a man’s unwillingness to fully commit to his talents and potential even if engaging them gives him great fulfillment, unless they also yield material success and acclaim, confirming thus their value to himself and others. Or refusal to commit to a woman even if she gives him great fulfillment, unless her beauty or status also fits the reigning social perception of worthiness and does not challenge the man’s social and personal power. This lack of appreciation for its fulfillment causes the Soul to trade it in for power and matter in ever greater measure, thereby betraying and depleting Spirit, as fulfillment of desire is its only food and nourishment.

At the end of this grab for power awaits an inevitable death of Spirit by means of starvation. Having been un-chosen, unloved, betrayed and discarded so many times by the Soul, Spirit withers away in desolation and with it dies all meaning and desire, or the Soul’s ability to get out of bed in the morning, let alone summon energy for manifestation. The death of Spirit is the Soul’s state of absolute impotence, its inability to command its will and body for any cause at all, known as the condition of clinical depression. Far from being a ‘mental disease’, depression is the result of the mind’s lack of wisdom in persistently choosing matter over Spirit.

The reason for the impotence is simple: the energy for manifestation so prized by the mind in the pursuit of its goals is in fact nothing other than the steamy fire of Spirit desire, potent in the pursuit of fulfillment; yet its mind’s forceful use for its own benefit rather than for Spirit fulfillment gradually depletes it of oxygen and extinguishes it all together. This fire of Spirit desire is symbolized by the horse, a noble being of great beauty and energy meant to be treated with love and respect and as a friend and equal by the human. The abuse of Spirit by the mind can be likened to a racing stallion’s deprivation of sexual coupling for the purpose of winning contests for the mind’s enrichment; or a horse’s deprivation of freedom for the purpose of empowering the Soul’s mobility and warfare domination; and its deprivation of love and fulfillment from running with its herd in the wild for the purpose of serving mankind’s agenda of any sort. Once the horse refuses to run, or is hurt, damaged or dead all together, the human loses his power and the mind all its potency. The same applies to all power sources abused by the mind: natural resources, animals, body and Spirit itself, all victims of the forceful mind’s entitlement to selfish gain.

The matter-equals-Spirit system, along with Einstein’s formula, works only because of Spirit’s inability to inverse its valuation within the human mind. Such metamorphosis, which can only be achieved when the mind itself wills it, necessitates the full mastery of one’s perception as condition to changing it, a Herculean feat requiring the most powerful mind in existence, namely God himself. By reinstating Spirit to its rightful place of love and power within his own mind, God will rescue it from its fate of sacrifice and inverse the reigning law of manifestation to be powered by the consciousness of love, rather than force. The new universal equation reflecting this Truth will be e=mi, or power equals intent-charged action as opposed to forceful manipulation. The Soul’s intent of fulfilling Spirit desire will become the only carrier of manifesting power, and the path of intent purification every Soul’s most prestigious goal.

This new definition of power will shift the perception of women’s value from beauty (matter) to wisdom (spirit), for it is the woman who channels and illuminates the path of purification to the Soul by the quality of her desire, i.e. her nobility and sensitivity to Spirit. Men’s appreciation for women’s wisdom will skyrocket, in the form of their freeing women from lack and coercion so that they can devote their attention to discerning and channeling Spirit desire, rather than servicing the mind’s needs. In this way women will become an ever purer channel of wisdom, and thus of power, to the Soul. In consequence to these shifts, matter will revert to being a means of appreciating and cultivating Spirit, rather than a measure of its value.